I HATE YOU. i hate that you don't notice how my eyes go all vague and glassy when we meet in the halls. i hate it that you don't know anything about me, and i, about you. i hate it that we still have to conform to the world at large, or at least you still do, hence we keep away. i hate it that you long for someone else, when i'm here at your beck and call. i hate it that we don't talk nor walk in the same dimension, although we are of the same world, we are at the opposite poles.
i hate you. i hate you. i hate you because you let me lose my wits when you're about.
i hate you when i lose my train of thought and eloquence when you come near, and i'm left standing looking like a numbskull.
I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU. i hate you because i don't want to feel this way.
i don't want to spend every day in limbo, with you as my sole companion. i hate you since you took my heart away from me and never gave it back. i hate you because whatever i do, i cannot hate you, not the way i want to. i hate you since whatever may happen i still want you and i still believe in you, despite and inspite of what you are and what you want.
I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU. i hate you because i have a relationship with you in my head, nevermind that it's one-sided.
i hate you with a passion and yet my passion is you.
you've already taken my heart and there's really nowhere left that my hate would come from.
i guess you've figured that out when you took it, and i would hate you for that, if i could have.